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Streaming the Jubilee this year with the cat curled up on my chest keeping my heart warm, and my son close beside me reminding me that love still carries on.
Something about last night’s 5/23 setlist hit me deep. Certain songs just seemed to find the exact places in my soul I’ve been trying to make peace with this past year. Sometimes this whole thing still feels unreal, like I’m stuck in some strange dream I can’t wake up from. Then the music starts, the North Star shines overhead, and for a little while it all makes sense again.
I miss my best friend terribly. Almost a year since I last heard his voice. Still, I swear I feel him around sometimes — in the sunshine, in the music, even in the little critiques I can still hear him making in my head during a set. Maybe I’ll never understand why things happened the way they did. Maybe that understanding isn’t mine to have.
But I’m grateful tonight. Grateful for this community, for the stream, for the songs that somehow keep speaking when words fail, and for the love that never really leaves us.
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For Aaron Tour was our happy place—there’s no denying that. You planned every step, every stop, And I got to be your passenger princess. You filled my world with wonder, Lit up my life in ways I never knew could be real. You were my compass when I felt lost, My calm when the sadness came around. I’ll miss your long lectures, The way your mind wandered into galaxies of paperclip facts. You were my Google, My confidant, My right hand. Now, I feel amputated— Muted in this grief. The world feels quieter without your voice in it. But I hope you’ll still visit me, In gentle, kind ways— A breeze, a song, a memory. I hope we can dance again someday, Somewhere beyond the weight of time. Until then, I’ll carry you with me, Aaron— In every journey, every silence, every sunrise. We had so many memories to make. I’m grateful for what we had . Boss man and I will make you proud. You are my shining star. now please shine for us. you are loved. -M
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I miss you. The music has stopped in my head and it’s so quiet in my world. Rest easy love. I’ll love you forever. -M
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Such an Amazing time! Thank you for a real good time! ⚡️💙⭐️❤️🥰🔋
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