Masons Child

Dead feat in New Orleans was a good time. That was where whitney and I fell in love. I'll never forget that night. We went to a late night show after that and whitney passed out standing up in my arms. A friend said take her out back maybe she will get a second wind. Staff eventually told me I had to get her out of there. Such a unique vibe in New Orleans in many places security medics and even police might have been involved. They let us sit out back for like an hour and then decided that hey you just have to go. I miss New Orleans. Plan to do jazz fest again soon.

Great live album. The horns are essential though. Tower of power.

No Colorado. Would go but prefer in state.

Down goes Bama.

Waiting for a miracle was a song that I really connected with following my moms diagnosis with brain cancer. So I understand NE. Even though no real miracle has come she's still with us and has beaten the odds which is a miracle. We visit my mom in less than 2 weeks will be good to be with her again despite her weakened state.

Moksha medicine

In Huxley’s the island, their treatment of death was very unique compared to what we usually experience here in the United States. For one, they gave the dying as the past a psychedelic but they also encouraged not just immediate family members but other members of their clan to sit with and go through the death experience with their loved one. Don’t remember the details verbatim but it was very important for them to view death as this transition and for both the old and the young to experience it and go through it together. Apparently huxleys wife injected him with LSD as he was passing.

Grief is really private and we choose who to really share it with. I take the most painful moments alone. Like crying in the car. I think toph saw me cry for the first time in 4 years during this. He may have been wrong but my dad taught me to hold up my head up high and be strong for others in life’s toughest moments. I never saw my dad cry. Shows on the horizon. I will share my grief and my joy with the music through the expression dance. I will allow myself to open up to all of life’s emotions and leave it all on the dance floor. We won’t talk about grief when I’m done. Just smile into the night. Laugh. Share stories again. Remember to turn on love light and let it shine. Rocky Mountain Grateful Dead revue shows are coming.

Tea, love you brother. Grief sure does suck. Pain sucks. My mom has entered what we call hospice care although still at home. Hospital bed in living room. No more treatment. Nurses 21 to 22 hours of the day. We are getting to say good bye but we don’t have to much time left. Not sure I know your exact struggles brother but I know I love you and I support you and that love will see us through.

I texted herdy today. He responded. Thought that was pretty good for that donkey in his birthday.

I agree with you more than you know. I’m just willing to play the game to see shows. I was never for shut downs, quarantines, stay at home orders, or mandatory anything but that battle has been lost. I was in the minority. By the same token I’m not for mandatory anything, I do believe it’s up to the business owner to decide who to service. If they want to refuse service if your not wearing a mask, they should be free to do so.

I saw the Schwag at a mask required show. I did feel the need to take the mask off and gulp for air at times but no one was passing out. Honestly, I don’t think it was the mask that created my desperate need for air situation. My cardio has gone to shit during the pandemic. Mask or no mask I think I would’ve been out of breathe. If wearing a mask brings back live music, I’m all for wearing a mask and going to shows.

My sister and mom mostly chose the play list but we did Dylan’s forever young at my dads funeral. You could have Jerry performing it. May god bless and keep you always... thought 12 years later still makes me cry. 11 years I’ve been listening to days between a lot during my moms fight with brain cancer. she still fighting it’s not the dead but I’ve always loved Will the circle be unbroken

Sending my love brother.

We got 3 inches early September in Bailey.

We like hyryder. They did a run of shows in Colorado over the July 4th weekend once.

That set lists all over the place. Not sure how it would’ve flowed for me but plenty of tasty choices.

I want to know who really wrote that

I don’t know man. I love your emphasis and belief in duality but our world currently suffers from the lack of true men. I dance the yin and the yang but at the heart of it, I’m full of testosterone. I think there is too much of an attempt for both male and female at least amongst the intellectuals to become one and the same. Our world needs men. Our world needs women.

Jk nailed senor last night. Incredible

The Eleanor rigby came soon after. It’s clear that there was some lonely people here.

Melvin has something going. He should make this line up permanent. Phish sucks. Their fans don’t respect people or music. I watched a dude touch my lady up hard through the crowd to have a him and a buddy. Wiggle finger clap about it. Got taught a real lesson in patience last night. But serious who celebrates sexual harassment with their buddy. That’s how gang rape happens. Phish sucks and their fans should stay out of beonkeys

I could see Tenzin pull it off. I think he’s our best bet.

Sounds like you’ve got a new challenge record the first known Dso backflip.

There was a time when space ship goggles may have been needed indoors. Just saying. Try to stay in this galaxy these days. Thus...