Masons Child

We are excited. Would love to show some of you our house. Contact me if you coming out and you think you may want to stop through. We like 45 min from red rocks into the mountains south of Denver.

Delilah crushed the hard to handle. She was spinning. People were feeding off her energy. I’m pretty sure even the band noticed. 🤪

Sunny did another Poca after that. Nearly positive of it. I always did the 6 hour drive. Would love to see a black mountain weekend pop up.

I was at that show in the rain.

Do you know what’s crazy about conspiracy theories. Every once in awhile they are true. Evidence is mounting in the intelligence community that covid-19 was not a naturally developed illness but a biological weapon experiment gone wrong in China.

I’ve been to the green mill for late night jazz.

We will have the little one with us night 2. Baby sitter night 1.

Funny thing is I didn’t know that was our pod. Don’t get me wrong. Rude could be kidding we were so late I got told by whitney are friends are upfront. When we got there there was staff but no one with wrist bands or ticket scanners. The one security guy eventually just gave me the quiet nod and light wave. I knew it meant just go.

We saw Melli. We got there with 40 min to go. Came in at forever young. I cried foe herdy carrying my little one down the hill. Then we found that front center pod and joined a familiar spot amongs family. I didn’t get to dance like I want to. I had to hold the nugget the whole time. She was too shy to be put down and cold. She did open up over disco pizza in pats new school bus.

Dude we were kicking Dylan hard on way out here. Slow train coming. Ballad of a thin man. Listened to the Maggie’s farm from Newport festival 65. You know. Dylan goes electric.

I’m gonna try to corner the hippie vax card market. I need a supplier of high quality vax cards. Scannable. In the system.

She also cried at me for a half hour cause we was out of applesauce. Ron showed up to my place shortly after Delilah’s birth and dropped off a huge box of diapers for us. Ron wasn’t much for kids. He certainly was no baby sitter but he loved me and loved my family.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for Ron. This weekend certainly was for him. I love you brother. And love has no end. My little one just came to me as I shedded a few tears. She said what’s matter daddy and gave me a huge hug.

I would love to join you guys. I will reach out to Vegas.

We are going. We should all throw down on a big place to stay at.

This could be fun

I was there.

We currently have a JK era show on where they do race is on and run for the roses. Also has a visions and a so many roads

I’m actually starting to wonder if the actual science would prove that we actually have killed more people but trying to flatten the curve. We could’ve reached herd immunity with natural antibodies. If we never shut down, I think more people would’ve died upfront but I think we might be past the dying now. I have no way to model it or prove it but I’m convinced more and more everyday that we made the wrong decision. Now we have to accept that we don’t have the freedom to challenge their mandates. We gave that up.

You can’t hear it when he plays but he is still in quite some pain after the show and while playing. Rob really does deserve quite a bit of praise for playing through the pain.

Moksha medicine

In Huxley’s the island, their treatment of death was very unique compared to what we usually experience here in the United States. For one, they gave the dying as the past a psychedelic but they also encouraged not just immediate family members but other members of their clan to sit with and go through the death experience with their loved one. Don’t remember the details verbatim but it was very important for them to view death as this transition and for both the old and the young to experience it and go through it together. Apparently huxleys wife injected him with LSD as he was passing.

Grief is really private and we choose who to really share it with. I take the most painful moments alone. Like crying in the car. I think toph saw me cry for the first time in 4 years during this. He may have been wrong but my dad taught me to hold up my head up high and be strong for others in life’s toughest moments. I never saw my dad cry. Shows on the horizon. I will share my grief and my joy with the music through the expression dance. I will allow myself to open up to all of life’s emotions and leave it all on the dance floor. We won’t talk about grief when I’m done. Just smile into the night. Laugh. Share stories again. Remember to turn on love light and let it shine. Rocky Mountain Grateful Dead revue shows are coming.

Sold out makes me feel better about this. I drop toph off at her dads on the 30th. Fly home from saint Louis the 31st. Just miss being in St. Louis for this event.

Tea, love you brother. Grief sure does suck. Pain sucks. My mom has entered what we call hospice care although still at home. Hospital bed in living room. No more treatment. Nurses 21 to 22 hours of the day. We are getting to say good bye but we don’t have to much time left. Not sure I know your exact struggles brother but I know I love you and I support you and that love will see us through.